4.18.2011

glisten...

I'm working at the decluttering. I cleaned out the freezer, throwing out much more than I kept. And I am working on some other clutter stuff. It makes me sweat. Usually it's a glisten, but this time it's pouring off me. I think it has more to do with anxiety/OCD kicking in than with the effort I'm putting in, because, truly how much effort does it take to toss out stuff? But I said in therapy that this is something I really want/need to do. Thus the anxiety/OCD.

I'm working on it.

1 comment:

Diana_CT said...

I am exactly the same way. My brother and his wife wanted to stay at my house for the graduation. However, my house is so filled with clutter I told no, that I'll pay for a room for them up at the university.

I think my anxiety stems from my mother criticizing me about having a messing house, after I spent days cleaning. Once she passed away, I can't bring myself to clean.