But I feel so disconnected from my life. It's surreal. I miss the ordinaryness and everydayness. I actually miss school. I miss having my own car.
I'm so glad I'm here, though. Don't get me wrong. I think it's the disappointment of not going home as planned today.
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You are not whining. Adding boredom and a loss of routine to all you have to cope with right now, is bound to make life less than joyful. Frankly, I think you're holding up fabulously. Goodness knows it's inspiring me to be stronger during my own uncertainty.
Love you bunches!!!
You know, having a relative in the hospital reminded me of being on jury duty. You develop a new routine, an alternative lifestyle, and it starts to feel familiar, permanent, and really, really icky. But it's not permanent at all and you WILL be home soon (and back to Al's).
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