1.21.2026

finished reading

I don't think I ever would have picked this up--I don't watch TV, so I didn't know who Elizabeth Vargas is, and I'm not an addict, so I didn't connect with those passages, and I'm not wealthy, so I am not able to solve my problems with as much support as Elizabeth Vargas had.  Having said all that, her personal story of sliding to rock bottom and regaining her footing in sobriety was authentic and not overly dramatic.  She accepts responsibility and explains without blaming.  I'm sure this will be an interesting book group discussion.

From the publisher:
From the moment she uttered the brave and honest words, "I am an alcoholic," to interviewer George Stephanopoulos, Elizabeth Vargas began writing her story, as her experiences were still raw. Now, in BETWEEN BREATHS, Vargas discusses her accounts of growing up with anxiety-which began suddenly at the age of six when her father served in Vietnam-and how she dealt with this anxiety as she came of age, to her eventually turning to alcohol for relief. She tells of how she found herself living in denial, about the extent of her addiction and keeping her dependency a secret for so long. She addresses her time in rehab, her first year of sobriety, and the guilt she felt as a working mother who had never found the right balance.
Honest and hopeful, BETWEEN BREATHS is an inspiring read.

wordless wednesday

 

1.19.2026

finished reading

While this book felt a bit overlong, it was an impressive start to a new series. The novel’s greatest strength lies in its characters; even the secondary figures are so well-developed they feel like three-dimensional people. The mystery revolves around the gritty, disturbing disappearances of teenage girls across dual timelines—one in the present and another twelve years ago. I especially appreciated that it functions as both a police procedural and a deep dive into the psychology behind the crimes.

From the publisher:
Welcome to North Falls—a small town where everyone knows everyone. Or so they think.

Until the night of the fireworks. When two teenage girls vanish, and the town ignites.

For Officer Emmy Clifton, it’s personal. She turned away when her best friend's daughter needed help—and now she must bring her home.

But as Emmy combs through the puzzle the girls left behind, she realizes she never really knew them. Nobody did.

Every teenage girl has secrets. But who would kill for them? And what else is the town hiding?

currently

I am...

Reading:  I get to start a new book tomorrow and I think I'll listen to Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman

Listening to:  a Spotify playlist--although I am seriously considering ditching Spotify premium

Thinking:  I should go to sleep

Feeling:  like I can't sleep

Celebrating: today was an Acts of Service day for me--and I did two

Grateful for: my nurse practitioner is encouraging, delightful, and makes me laugh

Enjoying: I got a lot done this weekend--on my own pace

Weather:  18° and snowing

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1.18.2026

sunday stealing

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3x5

Three things I love (Remember, these are things, not people):

1. Dunkin' iced coffee

2. teaching high school (especially when I can teach and don't have to deal with the unnecessary dramas and politics)

3. reading and knitting

Three things on my desk:

1. a calendar blotter thingy

2. my laptop

3. a water bottle

Three things I can't do:

1. change a tire or diagnose other car issues

2. brioche knitting or crochet

3. manage my finances

Three things I'm good at:

1. listening

2. lightening the mood

3.  cooking

Three things I want to accomplish:

1.  successfully finish my career in a year

2. leave a positive mark on my local library even when I'm done chairing the Board of Trustees next week

3.  keep and maintain a relatively clutter-free environment

postsecret

 


PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard. I like to post one that speaks to me each week.

finished reading

I like this quirky series.  The author is a character alongside private detective Daniel Hawthorne, who is prickly and secretive.  I liked that Anthony Horowitz pokes fun at himself and is bumbling in his attempt to solve the murder before Hawthorne.  I enjoyed the first of the series--this installment is even better.  And the audio narration is great!

From the publisher:
"You shouldn’t be here. It’s too late…"

These, heard over the phone, were the last recorded words of successful celebrity-divorce lawyer. Richard Pryce, found bludgeoned to death in his bachelor pad with a bottle of wine – a 1982 Chateau Lafite worth £3,000, to be precise.
Odd, considering he didn’t drink. Why this bottle? And why those words? And why was a three-digit number painted on the wall by the killer? And, most importantly, which of the man’s many, many enemies did the deed?

Baffled, the police are forced to bring in Private Investigator Daniel Hawthorne and his sidekick, the author Anthony, who’s really getting rather good at this murder investigation business.

But as Hawthorne takes on the case with characteristic relish, it becomes clear that he, too, has secrets to hide. As our reluctant narrator becomes ever more embroiled in the case, he realises that these secrets must be exposed – even at the risk of death…

1.17.2026

saturday 9

Man I Need

Unfamiliar with this week's tune? Hear it here.

 
1) In this song, Olivia Dean is looking for a man who wants to really communicate and doesn't make her "read between the lines." Tell us about a time when you felt you had to work hard to figure out what someone was trying to tell you. this happens all the time at school, especially with FERPA guidelines 
 
2) She's eager to meet his best friend and join their friend group. Have you made any new friends recently? not really
 
3) "Man I Need" was a hit in the fall of 2025. It was so popular that, in addition to CDs, a special vinyl release was scheduled in time for Christmas (2025) gift giving. How do you listen to music most often? Do you play CDs, download, stream, or play vinyl records? streaming in my car
 
4) Olivia Dean recalls that her first public performance was singing at a school talent show. If we had a Sat 9 talent show, what would you do to entertain us? if Country Dew would play guitar, I might be persuaded to sing
 
5) She says she loved listening to her parents' music collection. How about you? Did you and your parents share musical tastes? How about you and your kids? my dad mostly listens to choral and classical music, which I appreciate but don't necessarily reach for on a regular basis...
 
6) Olivia likes to be dressed up when she gets onstage, favoring gowns and heels. She says of her audiences, "If you guys paid good money that you worked hard for, let me give you a show." How do you feel when you're invited to an event that calls for you to dress up? Are you enthusiastic about choosing your outfit, or would you rather keep it casual? I think I prefer casual
 
7) She enjoys classic film and lists Singin' in the Rain as her favorite. What's the last movie you watched? Do you recommend it to other Sat 9ers?
the last movie I watched was Love Actually because I couldn't find When Harry Met Sally for my annual New Year viewing.  I would recommend it.
 
8) In 2025, when this song was popular, the average price tag for a new vehicle was $47,690 and $25,100 for a used one. Are you planning to make a big purchase in 2026?   I made my big purchase in 2025--with my new Edge

9) Random question: Are you better with love or money? love

finished reading

This is perhaps the most atmospheric book I've ever read.  The isolation, the relentless winds, the driving rain, and the frigid sea were all characters that shaped relationships between the people and the physical world around them.  The main female character, Rowan, dramatically washes up on the remote island, unleashing secrets, suspicion, and intrigue.  There were many times I wanted to shake Rowan as she became entwined in the family's drama. The keepers of the island, the male main character Dominic Salt and his three children, have forged relationships with the animals of the island, and the youngest, Orly, is consumed by the seed vault. I loved the dynamics between the Salt children.

I'm relatively new to the Climate Fiction genre--this was a powerful study of precious resources.  The audio narration was very well done.

From the publisher:
A family on a remote island. A mysterious woman washed ashore. A rising storm on the horizon.

Dominic Salt and his three children are caretakers of Shearwater, a tiny island not far from Antarctica. Home to the world’s largest seed bank, Shearwater was once full of researchers, but with sea levels rising, the Salts are now its final inhabitants. Until, during the worst storm the island has ever seen, a woman mysteriously washes ashore.

Isolation has taken its toll on the Salts, but as they nurse the woman, Rowan, back to strength, it begins to feel like she might just be what they need. Rowan, long accustomed to protecting herself, starts imagining a future where she could belong to someone again.

But Rowan isn’t telling the whole truth about why she set out for Shearwater. And when she discovers sabotaged radios and a freshly dug grave, she realizes Dominic is keeping his own secrets. As the storms on Shearwater gather force, they all must decide if they can trust each other enough to protect the precious seeds in their care before it’s too late―and if they can finally put the tragedies of the past behind them to create something new, together.

A novel of breathtaking twists, dizzying beauty, and ferocious love, Wild Dark Shore is about the impossible choices we make to protect the people we love, even as the world around us disappears.

1.15.2026

finished reading

A compelling non-fiction that kept me engaged.  Lots of fresh information about the final year of the Civil War.  Each chapter begins with an interesting anecdote or phrase as a hook.  It's a good thing I have a substantial background in Civil War battles, especially since they are mentioned in broad strokes.  But more than that, the book got me thinking about the rebirth of our nation.  Such a thoughtful read.

From the publisher:
Told with a page-turning pace, New York Times bestselling author and historian Scott Ellsworth has written the most compelling new book about the Civil War in years. Focusing on the last, desperate months of the war, when the outcome was far from certain, Midnight on the Potomac is a story of titanic battles, political upheaval, and the long-forgotten Confederate terror war against the loyal citizens of the North. Taking us behind the scenes in the White House, along the battlefronts in Virginia, and into the conspiracies of spies and secret agents, Lincoln walks these pages, as do Grant and Sherman. But so do common soldiers, runaway slaves, and an unknown but intrepid female war correspondent named Lois Adams. Rarely, if ever, has a book about the Civil War featured such a rich and diverse cast of characters.

Midnight on the Potomac will also shatter some long-held myths. For more than a century and a half, the Lincoln assassination has been portrayed as the sole brainchild of a disgruntled, pro-South actor. But based on both obscure contemporary accounts and decades of long-ignored scholarship, Ellsworth reveals that for nearly one year before the tragic events at Ford’s Theatre, John Wilkes Booth had been working closely with agents of the Confederate Secret Service. And the real Booth is far from the one we’ve long been presented with.

Deeply researched yet captivatingly written, Midnight on the Potomac is a new kind of book about the Civil War. In it you will read about the Confederate attempt to burn down New York City, how Lincoln almost lost the presidency, about the Rebel general who nearly captured Washington, and how thousands of enslaved African Americans freed themselves—and helped secure their nation’s survival. In an age of deep political division such as our own, Scott Ellsworth’s book is an eloquent and gripping testament to the courage, grit, and greatness of the American people.

three on thursday

Thing one:  not sure what's gotten into me, but I came home from school yesterday and vacuumed and did some other cleaning.  And the same today!  I'm in a cleaning mood!

Thing two: today is my Friday!  Because I have another eye treatment tomorrow, plus it's a workshop day at school, I took the whole day off.  Which reminds me, I can turn my alarm off.

Thing three: the book I'm reading has kept me guessing!  The big reveals have shocked and surprised me.  I'm curious about the ending.  (Wild Dark Shore by Charlotte McConaughy) 

1.12.2026

currently

I am...

Reading: Midnight on the Potomac by Scott Ellsworth

Listening to:  the buzzing in my ears

Thinking:  about a snack

Feeling:  upbeat

Celebrating: nothing, but I'm in a good mood

Grateful for:  libraries that allow out-of-state memberships

Enjoying:  ahh, I just cleaned my glasses

Weather:  12° and clear

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1.11.2026

sunday stealing

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When I Was Young

1. Tell us about a time when your family got a newfangled invention (your first air conditioner, color TV, VCR, microwave, computer, etc.). we were the first family in our neighborhood to get a microwave, and I remember the boys trying to get my sisters and me to put all kinds of things in it (bugs, caterpillars, rocks, etc).  It was big and clunky.

2. Is there a particular song that sparks a childhood memory? my mum sang "My Beautiful Balloon" often, I think of her when I hear it

3. What is something an older family member taught you to do? hmmm... drawing a blank

4. Back in the day, what name brands would we have found in your family's kitchen? Chef Boyardee, a variety of Kellogg's cereal, and Kool-Aid

5. As a child, did you collect anything (rocks, shells, stickers, etc.)? people always gave me Smurf figures but what I really wanted were Troll dolls

finished reading

This is a delightful debut novel and first in a series; I will read more!  I'm not sure how to classify it--it's a blend of cozy paranormal mystery with found family.  And amusing, I even chuckled a couple of times. I hope future installments touch on main character Kathy Valence's backstory, but this introduction was plenty fun.  Kathy's depicted as down-on-her-luck at forty-two, in the process of divorce, yet surprisingly pregnant with her soon-to-be ex-husband's baby.  The secondary characters are charming and quirky.  The audio is very well done.

From the publisher:
Sometimes it takes working with the dead to start living.

Kathy Valence is forty-two, mid-divorce, and pregnant with her ex's baby. She's also a modern-day grim reaper employed by S.C.Y.T.H.E. (Secure Collection, Yielding, and Transportation of Human Essences), but frankly that's the easiest part of her life right now. Or at least it was, until her latest client's soul goes missing.

When she finally tracks down seventeen-year-old Conner Ortiz, he angrily denies he died of natural causes, despite what his file says. He insists that someone at S.C.Y.T.H.E. murdered him, and he demands Kathy find out who and why.

Kathy has only forty-five days to figure out what happened to Conner and help him move on before the boy's soul is doomed to roam the Earth as a ghost forever. She’s forced to rely on the help of her retired mentor, her almost ex-husband—and some sneaky moves by Conner himself. This is the wildest case of her career. . .and one wrong move could cost Kathy her job, not to mention her life.

postsecret

 



PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard. I like to post one that speaks to me each week.